I’ve been feeling very unmotivated lately. I used to love to write and especially about my baking and gardening but this past month or so there just hasn’t been any motivation whatsoever. I started this blog to share my journey of urban gardening in London and to show that you can do anything if there is a will and now I seem to have lost that will myself. Maybe because I have now gone back to my one part-time job and I’ve just ended up in this rut. I did work my other part-time job throughout this whole thing and that was already too much. Working with kids you already have to always think of hygene and two months of constant reminders of hand washing and not going near people when we’re out for a walk, plus to then always think of myself while taking public transport in London has left me completely stressed out. Has anyone felt this way lately?

I don’t want to complain too much as I know I am still lucky to have everything I have and many others have lost so much more during these covid times. Before all this happened I was actively looking for one full-time job which was already hard back then( the usual ‘we love you but you lack experience’ spiel) but now it seems even harder. I am having a few days off now and hopefully I can try and get the motivation back to do what I love best, especially baking.

So for anyone that does read my blog, I am still around just can’t find the right words at the moment! I will however leave you with a picture of my lovely Ildi tomatoes that are almost ripe 🙂

Hope to see you again soon……


2 thoughts on “n/a

  1. Beautiful tomatoes! I totally understand how you’re feeling right now and I’m going through something similar. In the area where I live there are few jobs available and I much rather leave those to people who really need them, but in doing so I’m passing up opportunities to add to my savings. Hopefully you gain back your motivation soon!


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